Pengen banget duduk di pantai sambil mandangin apapun yg terjadi di depan sana. I do realize that I need to heal myself from this situation. Pengen banget ngelupain tapi ga segampang itu ternyata. Gue kira dulu 'ah elah gitu doang' tp ternyata pas gue rasain sendiri emang ga gitu doang ternyata haha. Udh nyoba buat lakuin aktivitas lain tp tetep aja nunggu chat walaupun tau ga akan dibales dan tetep aja kepikiran terus. Thanks for coming into my life even in a short period. Thanks for sharing your stories. You really taught me a lot. Maaf kalo pernah nyakitin, bikin risih or you mention it. Maaf kalo terlalu cepet naruh perasaan, padahal ketemu aja belum. Agak aneh ya? Padahal ketemu aja belum tp udah pake hati haha. Well, atleast I had the guts to ask you out walaupun akhirnya ga ketemu juga. And remember? I did what you said. Tapi maaf belum berani buat nyatain perasaan karena sadar kalo belum ketemu + kenal lebih deket lagi tp udh nyatain perasaan is kinda weird + gamau bikin risih. And you're back with him, so there's no point in doing that too, bakal cuma nambah beban kamu doang. Thanks for everything we've been through. You and those memories meant a lot to me.