The hardest part of knowing you are, the more I'm trying to forget you, the more I'm missing you. Calling your name is just bringing up some things forgotten back to the surface. I'm more than happy to realize that you are doing great, I'm more than happy to just have you by my side as my friend. I know I'm wrong for wanting you to be more than this. do you still mad at me for this ? I miss you so much.