kadang cape bgt karna emak gue adlh org yg paling gw sayangi tp at the same time org yg paling sering make me feel like absolute shit. gw kadang mau m*ti aja karna perasaan ini, gw pengen cut off all attachment aja tpi g prnah bisa, gw cape emak gw slalu abuse gw verbally, trs as if nothing happened, shower gue with love as an 'apology' maap trauma dumping i just had to get this off my chest :)