"Are you okay?", "you fine?". NO, I NEVER FEEL FINE. 😭😭😭😭 I EVEN DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME😭😭😭. I REALLY WANNA TELL WHAT INSIDE ME BUT I CAN'T. I REALLY SCARED OF THAT QUESTIONS, BECAUSE I REALLY WANT ANSWER HONESTLY THAT I'M NOT OKAY BUT I CAN'T TELL YOU THE REASON EVEN WHEN I WANT TOO. I REALLY APPRICIATE YOUR CARING TO ME AND EVERYTHING HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME. BUT I'M TERIBBLE SORRY IF MY RESPOND HURT YOU. MYSELF IS BROKEN, I HURT EVERYONE AROUND ME. YOU KNOW WHAT? EVERYTIME I SEE THE EDGE OF BALCONY, I JUST THINK TO JUMP ENDING MY LIFE. I CAN'T HOLD THIS ANYMORE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭