startover with some stranger i'm afraid same thing will happen again. funny thing when a girl try talk to me i just answer between 2 word which is yes or no, then i ended conversation. she's the last and closest relationship i have ever with. ps: i never tell anyone about this neither my closest friend, for me a relationship story is something that i must keep for myself but i'm done holding it myself my mind feel want to crack open everytime i remember about her. question is, why do i must have a flashback for this things, anyone could explain?