gua baru sadar kalau gua jarang banget di-reach out sama temen gua, selalu gua yang harus ngajakin mereka. and it's really tiring since i am currently in my healing journey after breakup. gua udah berusaha buat progressing dalam hidup gua beberapa bulan ini, but idk it felt so lonely and stressful karena gaada yang bisa jadi sandaran buat gua. idk sometimes i feel like i am just existing, not really living