i no longer play my guitar, no longer write, draw or paint... something's starting to change and im scared. i dont wanna lose interest. i dont want to let my negative mind win me over, prohibiting me from doing things i used to love, making me feel as if there's no time to waste around to 'play', that there are so many things i have to fix and im not allowed to rest or i'll be left behind. im not making much progress like others. i study everyday but dont know what am i studying, what am i doing this for. this is making me anxious