Something is wrong with me, i have far less ability to make friends now than then before covid. I have 0 interest in making friends knowing that i do need friends and somehow wanting them, yet i make no effort as well. Idk what i want exactly…im not okay being lonely but wants to be alone at the same time, i want friends but too lazy to socialize at the same time. I need friends who could click with me right on spot the moment we met