this is just some rambling from me cos i dont have anyone to talk bout it. I have a crush on someone thats so perfect, really smart (both street & intellect smart), beautiful (literally the most beautiful women i have ever met to date. Would chose her over any actress or model), gorgeous, fun, sexy (hehe), has a voice like an angel, independent, and every other positive trait you can name (maybe a bit too much haha). Currently she's beyond my reach, cause first idk her personally, in fact maybe she doesn't even know me. Second, she's just wayyy out of my league, too high in tier-level lol. and Third she has a BF (another lol). Thing is, everytime i met another woman, instinctively i always compare them to my crush, and everytime i always feel that those women is inferior to my crush, this behavior kf me kinda prevents me from having any relationship (kind of toxic). I really believe that we must not settle for less in this life, we must try to achieve the greatest, and the best result we can get in life. And i understand if i were to have a women of my crush's calibre, i too must become a man equal to her (which i know im not atm). Thinking about it in another way, even if i didnt end up with her, i will (hopefully) end up with another woman of that quality